Its after a long time, am here. Wht was i doing, As in the past- struggling.

Why cant things be wrapped up in one go. Why do I need so much of petience to keep that momentum up. And the most dangerous, habits of of my mind. My mind, for that matter any ones, has got a peculiar pattern to react every day situations. Why cant I hane them immidiately. For example, I do get bored when there is repetition of activities. I can not withstand lonliness. Then I look for some solace and end up in sheer wastage of energy and time. This in turn result further depression and cycle goes on.

How to break this pattern... Does each one there at top goes through this or its the trademark of all those at the bottom of pyramid (Pyramid of success).

I think its really true..nthng succedds like success... that is why am feeling drained I guess... and nothing, but success can only rejunvate me..and may kick start that life with full of energy!!