Its after a long time, am here. Wht was i doing, As in the past- struggling.

Why cant things be wrapped up in one go. Why do I need so much of petience to keep that momentum up. And the most dangerous, habits of of my mind. My mind, for that matter any ones, has got a peculiar pattern to react every day situations. Why cant I hane them immidiately. For example, I do get bored when there is repetition of activities. I can not withstand lonliness. Then I look for some solace and end up in sheer wastage of energy and time. This in turn result further depression and cycle goes on.

How to break this pattern... Does each one there at top goes through this or its the trademark of all those at the bottom of pyramid (Pyramid of success).

I think its really true..nthng succedds like success... that is why am feeling drained I guess... and nothing, but success can only rejunvate me..and may kick start that life with full of energy!!

Procrastination..

Procrastination...its really the worst thing!! It takes your energy out and you can not actually differentiate whether you need further time or its your comfort zone thats getting stretched.

I postponed my date from 11th to 25th Sept'08, convinincing myself that i will get more time and i will study hard. Now, while 25th is nearing i am thiniking of further postponment of my date to near about 10th Oct'08.

One thought is that i am not fully prepared and i could not complete my planned exercises before the date and other thought is that am I running from the D day...Dont know how to identify rather...differentiate..!!

What can You take from Bill Gates!!

The other day, during my induction in new organization, our HR head asked How many of us would like to become " Bill Gates"... and as expected few raised hands and few did not, like me who thought of being different and aware of our choice. HR head turned to us and asked Why... I was the one who vocalized the brigade and said proudly that I want to create my own identity and stuff.... Obviously i was so much into my own ego that i could not realize where exactly my HR head is heading!!

HE then discussed with few other colloeuges and finally made the point on why do we like our "Ideals/ Role Models"...what is that keeps us tucked to only one individual as our role model and why do such people have made marks in lives of so many people...whats that differentiating FACTOR..... at least i was unconcious on this point.... and that factor is " Consistency in being Successful"....

This is the factor that differentiates an extraordinary from an ordinary. We fail to succeed consistently...we might had our day...when we were the king..when we ruled the turf...but we fail to repeat that success... may be our enrgies get diverted...may be we loose focus...but whatever it is we fail to repeat that ONE DAY..again and again...and thats what we see in our role models..... many a times these role models may not be sure of their capabilities of getting out of an ordeal...but WE are sure that DUDE will get out of this... may be its Bill Gates, Amitabh, Sachin or our own Gandhi.

So while we know that we can't steal the smallest bite of Mr. Gate's wealth.... one thing that we can take from the gentleman is " Consistency in Success".. Hmmm... Not that easy!!

Welcome to My world...

So here i Go....naaa rather i come into the world of blogging...!! I think its a good idea altogether and i hope i will be there for long time..!!!

Let me tell u brief background bout maself. Am a struggler at THIS moment...am struggling to get that good score in GMAT so that i can enter the world of MBA and lauretts and pride associated with the whole THING..!!

Another way of describing maself is am a DREAMER..... and i guess there are many like me and typically all PISCEANS...!!

The motto right now for me is to be an ACHIEVER.....so let's get STARTED..!!

Cheers!!